The Words Bouncing In My Head

i will say i love you

a thousand times in my head

before it ever crosses my lips

i love you, i love you, i love you

it feels like a release in my head,

it feels like i’m letting something go, something

i don’t have to keep track of,

running around with no direction 

i am letting it go,

as i am letting you go,

i can’t handle keeping track of my love anymore

it hurts